Cape Town - In an emotional Instagram post Simphiwe Ngema spoke about her "anxiety attacks," "anger" and "loneliness" since the death of her husband, Dumi Masilela.
Simphiwe married the former Idols SA contestant two months before his death.
Taking to Instagram the grieving widow wrote: "It's been 3months since I lost my husband. 3 months of sleepless nights, trauma, anxiety attacks, crying uncontrollably, anger, excruciating pain, loneliness, denial, bargaining and a lot of unanswered questions that leave me paralysed with fear. (sic)"
She goes on to say that some days she feels like she "hasn't moved" and a future without Dumi makes her "anxious."